Not sure what the name of this is - It
seems like a varrience of symptoms and not
all people have the same or all of the
symtoms described.
I am a very parranoid person and notice
small changes in my body.
I am 30 and have recently given up smoking
weed which has been a full time habit for
well over 10 years of my life.
I also went to a festival recently and did
take a few pills and some MDMA. I ended up
back at my tent and didn't remember most
of the night. I was very parranoid that I
had been raped - I know this may sound
over exagerated but the night was sketchy
and I am always parranoid of rapists and
being drugged or injected with AIDS -
partly due to 10 years of smoking weed and
being a part time paranoid schizophrenic
and partly due to the messed up world in
which we live! This is where I have a huge
dilemma; I have always been parranoid of
rapists and being injected with an AIDS
needle/ I have also given up weed after
smoking for over 10 years - anyone who
smokes weed, knows it makes people less
constipated.
I recently developed some of the symtoms
mentioned - a leaky arse - feeling like I
need to wipe my arse and sometimes not
just when I farted also not feeling like I
had emptied my bowel properly when I went
to the toilet- but mostly the most
disgusting farts with the same putrid
smell irrelevant of what I eat- most
people are not disgusted with their own
farts, but this was actually driving me to
suicidal thoughts and severe panic attacks
= have I been raped/ have I got AIDS?
-why am I farting pure death/ have I got
an uncurable disease/ have I got cancer of
the colon/ why is my arse leaking/ am I
ever going to be able to work again - am I
going to have to be sectioned for mental
health - I am still very worried and want
to go and get tested for STI's - it's not
totally irrational thought that I could
have been raped - there are some
disgusting people out there and I cant
remember getting back to my tent - I am
still very paranoid and could have been
given a death sentence by a drugged up
weirdo or gang of rapist scum - This
thought alone may have had a pysical
affect on my body - although I am feeling
a tiny bit better with less syptoms after
reading this - although I am going to see
a gastroentorologist and go to the GU
clinic to test for STIs etc and then to
see a psyciatrist for my parranoa and
constant fear of disease or anger at the
world - again, allot of this anxiety may
be caused by quitting my weed habit of a
lifetime - I also noticed a slightly oily
effect in my urine at times - and a very
slimey and non hard poo.
I read this forum and started to relax at
least for a few minutes, thinking that,
actually my recently quit weed habit or
the pills I did could be toxics leaking
out of my body and that my anus muscles
were not behaving normally because of the
lack of THC in my system- again this is
not an irrational thought - over 10 years
of smoking weed pretty much every day may
have had an effect on my insides - I also
used to poo reasonable easily and some of
the effects mentioned by others I can
relate to - The disgusting smell of my
farts has only been occuring in the last 2
months - which co-insides with when I quit
weed - also co-insides with when I think I
may have been drugged and (preying to god
not raped)
- I deffinately know this is NOT purely in
the head/ psycological - when I have to
use the toilet to wipe my arse - that is
not in my head. When I have to avoid
eating anything just so I am not going to
fart death - thatt is not in my head -
When I am absolutely disgusted my the
smell of my farts (which smell the same no
matter what I eat) - this is not in my
head - When I have thoughts of how I am
going to kill myself because I do not want
to go anywhere because, the smell of my
farts are so revolting that they can clear
a room and that I will never be able to
work or go to any social events ever again
and that I am only living for my family
and not living for myslef or enjoying my
life / that I sometimes have laekage from
my arse in everyday situations- that is
not in my head.
I do think that stress and anxiety can
cause IBS and a noisy stomach - but the
farts and the smell and the leakage/mucas
is pysical and is NOT IBS:
I have got a small list of the things it
could be - I DO NOT THINK THIS IS JUST
IBS, but have included this in the list of
other possiblities: - This does not mean
any one of them is the correct name or
covers the symptoms - as allot of people
have different syptoms - This also covers
some of the most extreme diseases/ viruses
so don't panic. This list covers a wide
range of things and may not apply to any
of the symtoms you have, but this may give
you an idea of what it may be
* Ulcerative Colitis
* IBS
* IBD
* Chron's disease
* LGS (leaky gas syndrome)
* Anorectal Absess
* Colorectal Cancer
* Bowel Cancer
* Inflammatory Bowel Disease
* Lower Gastointestinal Tract Malignancy
* Gastroenteritis
* Coliac Disease
/ Gluten Intolerance
*Candida Albiccans [ Candidiasis ]
/ Dysbiosis
* Giardia Lamblia
* Anemia ( caused by Inflammatory Bowel
Disease )
* Prostatitis
* Descending Perineum Syndrome
* Anal fisure
* Anal gonorrhea
* Dehydration - which can cause
constipation, which could lead to Anal
fisure.
I am hopping to whatever god there is that
this is not a result of being drugged and
raped and that my 10 year weed habbit is
the main cause of my symptoms and over my
exagerated parranoa - I have read that
this could be related to gonorrhea in the
anus! - I hope this is not the case as I
am not only scarred for my results, I may
have AIDS - I really really hope I am just
being parranoid - there are some other
parranoid people posting on this forum
with the same symptoms, so I really am
wishing for my life - If it is Anal
gonorrhea, then 1) I have deffinately been
drugged and raped 2) I will feel deeply
suicidal again 3) I will be parranoid
beyond reality of AIDS.
This is not funny and although my case is
different and I know how much other people
may be suicidal of the smell issue - but I
am preying this is more to do with
quitting drugs and eating related issues
than that of having my life taken by some
scumbags. I've got my fingers very tightly
crossed - going to the GU clinic tommorow!
Thanks for the post and this forum for
giving me some hope - even if it is
temporary!
