Joined: 31 Dec 2005 Posts: 5 Location: Lynchburg, Va USA
Here's What You Don't Get Posted: 01-22-06 18:36pm
Tonight I think i'm done, so all you
family members who are curious what's it's
like to be a schizo here goes.
I sit in a room hearing demons calling my
name. Everytime I turn around there's
another derogatory statement, from
something or someonw.
It's acctivated by stress, here's somemore
meds. It's not real, right. Right!!!
Yes it is. You just don;t know how.
We're disfunctional units that need to be
removed. You need to worry less about
racism and the like, and remove us.
Yet again I can't do it, so then what's it
worth. Take the meds, lie to my doctor,
my wife, my family. Because they don't
believe me. Or they just don't care.
I don't know, but I can't keep this going.
Smile don't let em know what you're
thinking, but the whole time you're hoping
you can keep them from invading your mind.
Am I smart, no they tell me it's just a
symptom of the illness.
Try being told everyday that you're not
right, that everything you think and you
believe is not right.
We live in our own worlds.
I hope someone else does better than i.
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amIskitzo
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 21 Jan 2006 Posts: 23
Posted: 01-23-06 02:00am
I dno what it is like to be schizo, but
the other day I really experienced the
feeling of suddenly being in a totally
different reality.
I haven't had anymore attacks, it's just
psychosis?
I know thats what your doctor has told you
and i'm no doctor, neither do I trust
doctors.
Just think about it, if your dead there
nothing you can do to make it go away.
If you really believe it's demons, try
some exorcism or other spiritual stuff to
try to make it go away?
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KatieFlower
Experienced User , Rather EHEALTHy
Joined: 15 Feb 2006 Posts: 407 Location: Massachusetts, U>S>A
Posted: 02-15-06 17:03pm
Yes if its demons all the time go to a
priest even if you are not religious and
they will help you.
