I know, it's killing me, I talked to my boyfriend long and thought with him about it hard, I know that I am in love and will be with him forever, he said something that really hit me hard last night:
"you can't always take the easy way out"
and I know I can't....Now, in a weird way, i'm actually excited about the results....Either way, it's all going to be okay and i'm not in this alone.
Love always,
ashleigh