Hi ehealth,
i know that their is something wrong with
me and I am so confused and upset. I
don't want to live anymore because it
seems like their is no point. I have no
desire to do anything and no will power.
I am having thoughts about death and what
it really means. Being lowered into the
ground and not aware of your life, and
decaying all over. I dont understand the
meaning of why we get up each day for
work- come home eat- go to sleep- and
repeat the steps the next day. I
understand that there are really amazing
moments in life like having a child or
something like that, but there is so much
bad in the world. People are evil and are
doing terrible things to each other.
I think about my grandparents and how I
dont even know who their parents were.
Everyone is forgotten and life goes on.
Eventually we will end up like the
dinosours and we will be extinct. There
are animals that once walked around freely
and we dont even have records of them.
Everyone I ask doesnt have an answer for
me. The world is going no where. I think
about the civil war and the fight between
the south and north. At the time each
side totally believed that they were right
with their judgements of slavery. I hope
we can all say now that owning people and
discrimination is wrong, but if we did
something that terrible what is to say
that we still arent making mistakes like
that. Is putting people who commit crimes
to death ok? Who is right?
Ok, you can probably see that I am
confused. I dont want to do anything
anymore. I have no desire to go to
school. I want to be died but I am scared
of death. Eventually we all come to the
same fate. I am just so scared-
well thanks for letting me rant a little.
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Greeneyes23
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 10 Feb 2006 Posts: 34
Posted: 02-13-06 12:00pm
So much anger. You sound like me last
year. You should do lots of excercise to
let it all out. You are so right about
the world and stuff. It does suck. But
it we all worry about it all the time
noone will be happy. I dislike a lot of
thinks about the world but I know that
right here where I live there is me, my
friends and my life. And there is nothing
I can do to change the rest of the world.
I one tried to change a racist. After I
realised there was nothing I could do to
change people I should just leave it be.
I know i;m probably not making sense or
helping but how I see things is that if I
can't help I don't think about it. Whats
more important, things that have happened
in the past or what you are going right
now. You are important and loved and if
you loved youself aswel and forgot the
crap and remembered the nice things like a
pretty field or someone smiling at you in
the street or a child playin you will see
the world how it should be seen. I hope I
have helped.
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extrasafe
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 15 Feb 2006 Posts: 5 Location: Devon
the Meaning of Life Posted: 02-15-06 06:54am
What you are questioning is the meaning of
life. The question to which there is no
answer; only theories. What youve got to
do is to make your own theory. Mine is
that life is the meaning of life. To
reproduce is the only way life can go on.
To help them grow up and show them the
wonders and make sure they become a good
person. Then they can reproduce and one
day someone will find the answer to why
were alive. The dinosaurs died out we
may do also but the dinosaurs meaning of
life is to be a part of history something
people in the future can enjoy digging up
studying etc. We will be a part of
history and if we become a good person we
will be remembered maybe not personally
but as a whole. Take world war 1 so many
died but we remember those people who
fought for their country and they will be
remembered. Death like you said will
happen so why keep looking towards it look
at what your doing today and take it day
by day. One day you will die and you
will be remembered by your children and
maybe grandchildren. You say you dont
know who youre great grandparents and
theyre forgotten but not by your
grandparents they remember. Everyone is
remembered never forgotten. Just because
there maybe only one person who does they
wont be forgotten. Youve just got to
wake up in the morning look outside and
think about the things that are going to
happen that day and fulfill your
ambitions. Its all mental and minor
mentality can be taken away with physical
actions. Go see things, do things you
want to do, live your life to the max
because one day you will die but if you
have children and let the tree grow you
will never be forgotten. Hope this
helps. Take care and stay out of trouble.
Prison or a coffin wont let you live your
dreams or fantasies.
