Very Scared, Thoughts of Death Posted: 01-17-06 15:44pm
Hi was wondering if someone could explain
what is happening to me. All throughout
the day its like someone is pressing a
button on and off. When the button is
pressed it only lasts a few seconds but
those few seconds are hell. Its like this
forboding fear of death comes over me and
everything seems so bleak and I get the
urge to hurt myself. Can someone tell me
why this is happening and what it is.
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michael16335
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 17 Jan 2006 Posts: 5
Urgent!!!!!!! Must Read!!!!!! Posted: 01-17-06 22:23pm
:!: please, listen carefully; :!: its the
internet I know, but people in the world
do care. I had a freind that had a
similar problem, she is a lesbian with
bipolar, schitszophrania, a.D.D.,
depression, multipal personality disorder
and a few other things I cant remember off
hand without asking. It could be one of
these things, keep in mind that going to a
sphyciatric doctor can help to identify
this better and there is no shame in this,
it ok and normal for people to do so if
they need to and is just the same as
seeing a medical doctor for the flue.
Theres hope and you can do it. I am sure
you arent a lesbian, I am sure tho just
like that person you are a good person and
I hope you dont take offence to that, I
mean no offence. If any thing there is a
small list of verry reasonable
possabilitys above, best wishes and good
luck.
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7462
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 18 Jan 2006 Posts: 5
Feeling the Same Posted: 01-19-06 11:40am
I wish I could help you out because I am
feeling very much the same.
I am so scared of what is going on. The
best thing is to see a doctor. How long
have you been feeling this way?
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sandyallen
Extremely EHEALTHy
Joined: 02 Feb 2004 Posts: 4580
Posted: 01-19-06 13:55pm
Hi there! I agree, you you either need
to see your dr or a dr of psychiatry,
their are people around you that care
about you, whether you believe so or not,
you do not want to hurt them by hurting
yourself. Even though my situation is
different and I too have too have thought
about ending it because I live in pain
24/7 I know that I would be hurting others
that would be hurting others that really
really care about me and that would be
selfish of me, do I must go on and hope
that today and tomorrow will be better.
Good luck to you!
Keep us posted.
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quaya
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 10 Jan 2006 Posts: 9
Been There Posted: 01-24-06 07:04am
Please see your doctor...I too have
episodes like that..Some are so strong but
i'm still here!! I have to tell
you..That I have great days too! One
time it was so bad that I had to go
downstairs and rip up my canvasses I had
painted..The 2 big ones which really bum
me out...Not because they were great
paintings....But that I can't afford to go
out and buy new ones..I bought those used
and just gesso'd over them. Now I have
to wait until I can afford to buy used
ones again and wait until I get a car to
go looking for them since I don't have one
and my husband works crazy hours....Blah
blah...But I would have rather done that
then do that to myself...Those are
replaceable but I am not and I am unique
as that one
snowflake..Fingerprint....Leaf...Dna and
proud of it...And this is not a good day
for me so you see...It's possible....Go to
your doctor...
