Wow....Im usually only used to posting in the pregnancy forum...But here it goes...I found out I was pregnant 3 and a half months ago......And I was devastated...Becuz my ex boyfriend forced me to have sex....Well from that one time...I got pregnant...And immediatly went back to my old habits of cuttin myself on my arms...Well than I found out that I was havin a miscarraige..And as bad as it sounds I was relieved becuz I know that I am not ready to have a baby...Im only 18,,,plus sex wasnt sumthing I wanted...Well me and my ex broke up...He was an ass,,who admitted all he wanted was to have sex with me..And that im too ugly to be with a guy like him...Well I was super depressed..And now I think that maybe the dr's were wrong and I am still pregnant......And I feel like really hurtin myself...And I hate it...I used to be such a happy person and all I do is cry and cut....My parents have no idea how I feel everything ive been thru,,,since there of strict background belief. They would disown me.....And I dont know what to do..I am sooo alone....They only thing that takes away from the pain I feel is self mutilation....Im soooooo scared....
I went through a similar thing like u.My bf forced me to have sex and then when I told him I was scared I might be pregnant,he just broke up with me.I know its soooo sad when u find out that the guy u love doesn't care for u anymore.It's not fair when girls have to go through all those wories and guys can just shrug their shoulders and walk away.I used to cry all day and overeat myself to rid my sadness,but that never really made me feel better.
Try to find other ways to solve ur problem.If u can't talk to ur parents,talk to ur friends or if u have msn we can chat.Don't cut youself hon,u'll be hurting u and ur baby.I know u are the one who is going through all this and all the depresion and I can just give u some advice u might have heard a hundred times,but try to talk to someone about ur troubles(those u feel comfortable with,not morons)it really helps a lot.There are many girls out there dealing with the same situation and lots of them solve their problems.
Don't hurt urself sweetie.I wish u all the luck in the world and keep me informed when u get better.
Herre7 - if you are concerned that you are still pregnant, go to another clinic or even a planned parenting place and get retested. It will probably be free and that will at least let you know for sure if you are pregnant or not.
Do not let a guy put you down like that, telling you are ugly, if he forced sex on you, it is called rape, you are better than him and you deseve better! Cutting is not the answer, get help, you are not alone! It is not your fault! You might think of going to mental health, please do not take me wrong, I am not saying that you are crazy but we all need a little help sometime in our lives. Please do not cut and as the poster said before, find out if you are pregnant.
Keep us posted!