Brian,
i did request to be taken off the fentanyl, but this pm doc who I no longer see, sut me off cold turkey after he said he would wean me off of it, then put me on the fioricet. I asked him if it was an adequate med for my pain and his reply was "it's pretty good".
He did say that fentanyl is about the best there is and that all of them are going to give me those horrible side effects. I would rather be treated with meds than be cut open again and regret it for the rest of my life if it dosent give me the results i'm hoping for
however with a two year old I cannot afford to be in a drug induced haze all of the time and so far, due to the inept doctors around mississippi, I have either been that or in needless pain.
A couple of months ago, they had me so drugged up (14 different meds, effexor being one of them which I think was my problem. Went from 25 mg. To 150 mg. In under two weeks. Doc's orders), that I was literally passing out when people were trying to have a conversation with me. I can't take care of my son in that state.
I'm terrified of surgery. I don't want it and have been avoiding it like the plague for 13 years. I don't want to be at the mercy of uncaring doctors anymore either. Because they don't care.
Basically i'm stuck between a rock and a hard place. And i'd be willing to bet that the ns i'm going to see will only be offering a fusion on me. Never thought life would turn out like this and I feel for everyone in my position.
Thanks for listening,
heather