In my humble opinion you are not crazy for feeling the way you do. By what you have said he led you to believe that he felt strongly for you, and there was no reason to believe otherwise... You weren't wrong in getting togeather with him... If he trated you like you were the center of his universe, and never took advantage of you then that was somethign special... There was probably a reason he broke up with you, what that might be I have no idea, and I will not even hazard a guess becuase I know vitually nothing about him... I say you should confront of him and try to get the answer out of him, if he can't tell you, he can't tell you, and you shouldn't spend time with someone who won't tell you the truth... That is all I have to say for now... I hope everything works out for the best; whatever resolution that might be