
| NickVellios wrote: |
| Potheads are idiots, you are one step closer to having a brain. |
| jbrack69 wrote: |
| yeah it could last a while 4 yrs is a long time its not overnight bud. Sweat it out at the gym, its stored in your fat cells. |
| its gotta go wrote: |
| i have been smokin 24/7 for about seven yrs and i have not smoked now for 5 days and i really feel like caca and to go ontop of all the withdrawals my nan passed away yesterday and im really trying to find the strength within myself not to pick up a bong and smoke it and it so hard smoking pot was always my hideaway everytimke i have been happy sad angry or i have felt anything i have always had a bong to go with it so trying to deal with depression of my nan and not just getting stoned and forgetting about it is hard i have always just got stoned and missed things forgot about things that where going on and now i have nothin to turn to i feel like i have lost my best friend i have lost a part of me i just eel so lost i dont know where to go what to do all i know is get stoned i have stopped talking to my my friends cause they all smoke so i just feel like my world is just crashing down around me.
But i know im doing the rite thing smoking pot is one of the worst things i have done in my life i have always put it first i have missed so many oppurtunitys and done so many stupid things cause i just dont think rite just read the caca im writing i have no idea what im on about people say everyday gets easier but it just seems to be getting harder the pains are worse my head is getting more and more scattred i cant handle any noise it just stresses me out i feel like i should just be isolated cause the anger im feeling no-one needs to put up with it i just so confused im quitting to be a better person but at the moment i feel ten times worse of a person when i was smokin and never got angry now im just an angry crazy sour cow ![]() |
| tryn2quit wrote: |
| I have been smoking for 13 years. for the past 5 I now smoke 2 grams a day. I buy a 1/2 ounce a week and smoke it by myself. I even bought a scale so I can measure a gram in the day; and a gram at night for myself. Now Iam trying to quit. I started by first smoking only at night. I felt Awesome during the day for one week. I was so positive I could do kick the habit. Then I tried to stop at night and that is where the panic attacks started. Nasty tremors, my jaw trembles, my palms sweat---I feel like tearing my skin off-----Even when I smoke. I smoke only .6 a day now just to some what quell this but it wont stop. I couldnt even go 36hours without smoking before this stuff started and now smoking isnt making it stop. WHAT IS GOING ON WITH ME!!!!!!! Do I need Professional Help??? Was I really self medicating myself for social anxiety?? At least though I have cut down from 2 grams to .6 but I want to stop. This is Personal. I Am Going To Beat This. I just need some help |
| gabi13 wrote: |
| I have been without it for 3 weeks and was getting sicker and sicker. I actually got the flu, had pain in my bones, terrible headaches, insomnia, low energy.....I smoked a few times since and my flu and aches disappeared almost immediately. My husband got it for me because he saw how sick I was and he likes me better when I smoke. I am smoking very little now compared to before, but am scared to quit completely. It takes more than 3 weeks to get better, and I feel like I am a better and more productive person on it. Without it i am slow, humorless and unmotivated to do anything. I am not the typical pothead people think most smokers are. I am very active, go to the gym, educate myself, raise a 2 year old, and keep the house clean. I know many people like that, even lawyers. I just hate needing it, that's why I am trying to quit. And I only smoke the good organic stuff and it is so good, I feel like my body feels better when I have it. Am I just an addict or is it my solution to being a normal-functioning human being? |
| phresholdtunk wrote: | ||
Definitely sounds like an over-reactive legal system to me. But it sounds like you also still use. What would be the result if you were to get caught again? Is it worth the use? There have to be other ways to stimulate your appetite. I just came back from the Dr yesterday and, due to my years of heavy use I have the lungs of a 75 year old in a 56 year old body. Pot is just as bad as cigs in terms of lung health. Forewarned is forearmed with Knowledge. JMHO. I found this site when Scroogling (scroogle.org) "pot withdrawal". I have been a daily (four or more times/day) smoker for about 3 years. I smoke at least a quarter a week; basically what I can afford. The financial end, along with the legal end to a certain extent have become factors in my decision to try quitting. I don't like depending on anything. I find myself driving to pick up a bag when I can't afford it, don't have the time, or have reached the point (again) where I just can't really get HIGH. Smoking 4 bowls of dank should make one stumble around a bit, feel the center of their head rising--but it makes me feel lethargic and takes away my concentration, rather than enchancing my perception like it used to. Oh, sure, I still get 'high' to a certain extent, but nothing like I do if I take so much as a day off (which is so hard for me to do I can't tell ya). As someone who digs Knowledge, I found myself reading up on every drug there was before I was probably 13 or so. This is because I made a deliberate, premeditated choice to experience certain substances, at a young age, and years before I followed through. I did not grow up around drugs. I had experienced at that point an 'out-of-body' experience that changed my perspective on existence; on reality. When I was 16, my ex-boyfriend (who I had dumped 3 days before) told a teacher of mine I had pot (less than a gram) on me. He was in the same class, and must have really been able to smell it. I was kicked out of school (had not even gotten detention at that point) and began a tumultous journey through the legal system. The courts threatened my parents into having me "voluntarily" sign myself into Youth Drug Court, though at that point, I had literally smoked pot less than 10 times. At the time they said that I would be put into juvenile prison until I was 18, and my parents being the trusting, upstanding citizens they are, did not think it was necessary to hire a lawyer. I was told at that time it would take 9-12 mos. to complete Drug Court. It took 4 years, and I never completed it. They put me in two different group homes, drug treatment(!) for THIRTEEN MONTHS, etc. I have spent so much time in jail I honestly don't know how many times I have been in. Also, because I had not "successfully completed" the Program by the time I was 18, they extended my case until my 25th birthday (state of Montana), then kicked me out of Drug Court (just as they do with MORE THAN HALF of all kids who enter) but kept me in Youth Court. A few months ago, I ran into one of the ladies who had been on the "Drug Court Team". She had quit specifically because of what they were doing to kids. She gave me a statistic I have written down somewhere that shows the rate of IMPRISONMENT (juveniles growing up in the system, then turning 18 and being put in adult prison) to be OVER THREE TIMES the rate of imprisonment for juveniles growing up in the system, but on regular probation rather that Drug Court. You can make your own judgments about the blanks I'm not filling in, but let me say very clearly that, while I did "mess up" while in Drug Court (so much as being late to school resulted in jail; a late fine or missed urine test did the same), I never used a single drug besides mushies and pot. Never got caught with mushies, or charged with any felonies. Long story short (maybe a little late), I am now 21. I have not been on formal or informal probation since last year, or drug tested since I was 19. I need to point out, that during all my years dealing with this crap, I made it my goal to learn about and actively protest the "War on Drugs". I was adamant for years that pot is not physically addictive. While it may not exhibit many of the same traits as opiates or crazy prescriptions, the body adapts, and in time 'expects' a certain level of cannabinols in the blood. Call this whatever you want, but people who take a caca at the same time everyday find themselves needing to at that time everyday (gross example). Besides becoming accustomed to the high, the body makes certain concessions to adapt to the 'negative' effects of the herb (like increased heart rate). From direct experience, the couple of times I have taken a break in the last couple of years have always resulted in uniform symptoms. Cold sweats, insomnia, nausea, and decreased appetite are what I tend to go through. I don't think it's appropriate to make blanket statements regarding, uh, much of anything. Especially this. As if this post, which may very well be my only one, weren't long enough, I just realized I should respond to Gabi13. I am not your typical idea of a smoker either, as I am a knowledge junky who has been a bookseller for 3 years as well. My peers tend to be older than I. I spend most of my time when I'm not at my job doing foreign news research (not as boring as it sounds). Oh, yeah, it should also be noted, that as a hypoglycemic, pot takes away the nausea I experience basically daily, after my blood sugar reaches a certain point. Pot was actually recommended to me by my doctor as treatment. I eat 2500 calories/day, but still weigh just over 100 lbs (5'4''). I initially was Recommended pot (at 1 Blah, blah, blah. Drugs are complex, yo. I'll sum this up by blaming the system. Wish me luck. |
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