i am not good in english, but i will try to make my story in detail.. here it goes...
my problem started when i was a kid..
as i remember, my 1st experience... while sleeping.. i felt my spirit was outside my body, i saw my room.. i saw myself sleeping beside my younger sister.. when i woke up, all is same position.. sometimes, i thought my eyes is still open, and heard footsteps outside my door, then i heard someone was knocking (3 loud knocks), i open my eyes, get up my bed, open the door and there was no one.. at that time, i just smile and say.. oh i was dreaming! so embarrassed!..
when i was 1st year high school.. one night, i can't sleep... i just close my eyes... maybe 30 minutes has past, i heard someone was laughing.. i open my eyes.. no one was there.. so i thought, maybe there was someone who passed infront our house.. i closed again my eyes, i heard it again, it felt very near to my ears.. and cold.. i get up to bed, i checked inside our house.. there was no one.. then i thought.. maybe i fall to sleep, that i was just dreaming.. i went to bed again.. i closed my eyes.. just a seconds had past... i heard it again.. but i decided not to open my eyes.. the laughed was getting louder and louder.. then i saw a man, a pretty face man & i got scared when i saw he has 2 horn on his head! i tried to open my eyes, but i can't.. my whole body got numb!.. i tried to shout, but i can't.. then i succeeded moving my right foot, then my eyes open... i was so confused.. am i dreaming? did i fall to sleep?
after that experience... any places, anywhere i go.. every time i fall asleep, and heard 3x knocking at the door... i know i have a visitor... people that i don't know.. (i guess their dead people).. they were watching me... every OBE experience gets worst and worst.. they trying to pull my spirit outside my body. sometimes they sing my favorite song! (weird huh!). this February 2007, the episode was, a shadow man sitting beside me, he was singing while touching my left cheek.. i saw everything in my room, i saw my computer was still on.. my green light lamp shade was still on, i saw my partner.. she moved beside me, i felt my partner's body at my back.. i try to move... but i can't... i try and try until i succeeded moving my right foot... then i saw everything the same... my girlfriend was shocked, asked me what happened?,, i asked my partner did she move, she said yes.. then she noticed my left cheek... i had a scratch... scratch looks like came from a cat! no blood.. very red scratch that has no blood... (its hard to describe, poor english).
i know there's something wrong with me.. but im still hoping there's a medication for this...
im 31 years old and still having OBE experience... the quack doctor told me, i have a gift.. he said, every time my eyes close... my 3rd eye open.. he didn't give me an explaination... he just told me, i should talk to a psychic... to get help, and learn to handle this, he also told me, that it has no cure.. the best way is to accept the power that was given to me..
i hope someone can help me... i am scared... what if.. i have no more strenght to fight this... what will happen to me...