Hello,
i am feeling kind of afraid right now and
need some opinions.
I suffer from anxiety/panic attacks and
depression too.
My father died unexpectedly when I was
just 14. I am now 26. I was traumatized
by this badly. I never really dealt with
it either.
I started getting anxiety attacks in high
school and they went away for a bit and
returned when I had been graduated for
about 2 years.
I am now in a relationship for the last 9
years with a man and we have a 5 year old
daughter together. He has become addicted
to drugs and seems to have some issues
with hallucinations too. I know this
relationship is bad for me and intensifies
my anxiety, but I have become co-dependent
on him and I feel afraid without him.
Lately I have been feeling kind of out of
touch with the world and feeling like I am
in a dream or outside of my body. With
these feelings I get bad anxiety and start
to fear I am going crazy and that I may be
getting really mentally sick. I can be
shopping in the store with my mom and if I
can't find her, I get scared I never even
went to the store with her and that maybe
I am just crazy. I know in my heart that
isn't the case when I am thinking it, but
I can't stop the thoughts once they start.
Could it be paranoia and maybe ocd? I
get so caught up in these thoughts that I
am losing it that I can't calm myself
enough to get back to reality! I just
recently started dealing with this! My
live in boyfriend has gotten much worse
and I am constantly tense and feeling
nervous. Could that be part of it? Any
advice would be great!!!
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jenweric
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 12 Feb 2006 Posts: 12 Location: pa
My Opinion Posted: 02-14-06 22:05pm
Hi,
your boyfriend has hallucinations and you
have anxiety problems. Why is he having
hallucinations?? (schizophrenia or
hallucinations from drugs)
i don't know your situation well enough to
give you good advice. For now, all I can
say is that your daughter is #1. Don't
put her in a bad situation.
It's so sad that a lot of adults get so
wrapped up in their own lives that the
kids are left behind.
