Thank you so much for a reply. I had read on the net about the lawsuits and others getting addicted and bad withdrawal but I have never found someone to talk to about it.
I agree, it's the worse drug I have ever been given in my life. I began to have panic attacks again about 2 years into taking 60mg a day, so they raised it to 90mg.
Then within the next year I started having more panic attacks and strange thoughts, and to block these thoughts out I took more and more pills. I would carry them in my bad and pop them so I could get through the day at work. (i usually ended up taking between 200-300mg a day.) I started vomiting daily a few months later, and tried to taper off it with a doc, but that made it worse because the withdrawl just went on and on.
One night I just flushed all the pills down the toilet and suffered the worst withdrawl ever. Friends who saw me though I was coming off herione or something. I was convulsing, puking, couldn't walk or breathe properly, was seeing things, hearing things, and had the horrible zapping. My neck twitched a lot and still twitches now and then.
Now it has been almost two years and I have been dianosed with schizoprehnia (i now hallucinate and have strange thoughts) by one hospital, then several other disorders by another. The last psych (who I found out wasn't certified *evilglare*) said I don't have schizophrenia and it's just the damage from paxil which they can heal with natropathy.
I am so bloody confused. Could my hallucinations and all this be from paxil two years ago!? Sounds like a far stretch to me...And if so, how the hell can it be healed quickly with natropathy?
I was also diagnosed with bipolar...I know I need meds, but this last psych I saw said to take nothing and my brain will heal itself....It angers me off..It's kind of hard to sit here and wait, being suicidal and hearing things...
Sorry, ranting to much...I'd just like your opinion on whats going on here. :-p thanks.