Happy New Year, Sad Update.

Hey everyone. I know I haven't been on for awhile. I had a bit of a bad spell for awhile. A few weeks ago, I started having contractions and getting really dizzy. I ended up going to the hospital after I passed out at mike and jenny's house. They got the contractions under control and kept me overnight to keep an eye on me. The doctors told me that I was under too much stress so I need to spend more time relaxing. Basically, they told me to stay in bed until february. They said I could develop more complications with my pregnancy because I didn't have the right nutrition and care for so long in the beginning. I didn't take the news well. I can't go to school now, so i've got a home bound tutor who comes in and teaches me every day. If it wasn't for her, i'd have to repeat my junior year. I wouldn't be able to handle that. I'd have no chance of getting into a good college. So... This pretty much is a no win situation. The baby is currently doing okay. She's still smaller than the doctors would like her to be, but I haven't been able to keep much food down lately. The dizzyness and fainting might be caused by low blood sugar because I haven't been eating well. I go in once a week now to get my blood sugar tested and to get checkups for the baby. I don't know. It all pretty much sucks. I'm going to go crazy if I really have to stay in the house for the next 6-8 weeks. Anyway... If anyone here has had to deal with this stuff in the past, drop me a note and give me something to do. I hope this baby is worth the trouble she's already given me!