Okay, I suffered from major anxiety attacks/panic attacks back in 2000 and during the years 2002-2004 they pretty much went away, then suddenly for whatever reason, they came back hard two months ago, and I went to the er three times!!! Each time thinking there was something horribly wrong with me, and extremely distressed and depressed over it. It pretty much depressed me to the point of suicide. I know it's sad, but I actually grabbed a razor, and put it with my wallet and pills, because if it ever got that bad, I just couldn't take the suffering anymore, and would rather go unconscious and die, then put up with a lifetime of this caca. As if life isn't hard enough.

Anyways, in the past two weeks, i've been sleeping alot, and school finally let out, finals are over,..Then somehow,..I wake up and everything was completely gone. No panic attacks, no underlying anxiety, nothing. I'm not even taking my usual meds or ativan to help control them.


They just completely went away, for no apparent reason whatsoever.


Though now I notice that I can't tolerate smoke and b ad air anymore, since my lungs close up and that creates tingling sensations and muscle twitches.


So, I wonder if I actually had true anxiety attacks all this time, or was it brought on by other things such as lung problems, or...If anxiety just does that.

Here one day, gone the next.


It gives hope to chronic sufferers, meaning you never know they can just go away one day. But, I just don't get it.