I'm not sure what to do...I have read many of these posts on people who have had or think they have an eating disorder, I have read so many clinical characteristic lists and am very alarmed that I can tick so many of them...This same time last year I lost quite a lot of weight due to exam stress and I slowly gained it again but I can tell I have become obsessive. I am aware I am not overweight but I feel like I cannot detach myself and have always had a drive for perfection; despite knowing that eating nothing or very little harms my body. I have helped many people with eating problems and other disorders associated with depression and am ashamed I didn't see it creeping up on me. I really do not want to confide in someone, I know the great pain this can cause to those close and I just want some advice, things I can do myself that will stop this being or becoming such a major part in my life??