Hi, im new to this whole forum and I really like it although I have some questions concerning myself. I originally thought of saying that im asking for someone else but I will not hide what I must say. I am 16 years old, male, and I have a dog which I did some wrong things with.... :( it all started when I was lying down, and my little dog put his whole head in my shorts and started licking my genitals, from that point on the same has happened over 10 times.... It was the first time I ever had that feeling before and I liked it... I do not "like" animals.. Dont get me wrong... I was just a young stupid curious kid experiencing new things ..Stupid things... So after that later on I did the worst thing I will never be able to forget in my entire life, I let him place his ... U know wat in my behind... But was only for about 3 seconds... And my greatest fear now is whether or not I can get a major sickness from these events and get something like hiv or aids and maybe die from it.. Im so young and I dont want to end like this ... For a ridiculous stupid retarded mistake.. So im asking if there is anything that can possibly happen to me... Can I die or sumthing?? This happened months ago.
There is nothing wrong with me either physically or psychologically, I am a good looking kid tall and athletic. I do well enough in school and am an overall real good kid. Im no weirdo.. Please dont misunderstand me. I just.. Made ... A stupid mistake.. I want to forgive myself and feel at rest by knowing nothing can happen to me.. Please help :( :( :(