Good evening everyone, it's currently 3:30am, and I can't get any sleep.
I've been diagnosed two times as went in at the hospital for observation this summer, taking xrays, monitoring my blood circulation... Basicly, I had the full checkup, twice. I came out clean both times.
Now, it's been about 3 months, and this week have been hell, I feel terrible, have the same symptoms I was experiencing all this time (and as I write this), and it's only looking like it will be worse if I don't do anything.
I am 19 years old, 5'10'', a bit overweight but generally in good shape.
I'd like to know where to start... Right now, I have the great feeling of doom, I can't seem to calm down or get the feeling of pressure to go... And every little ache I might have is freaking me out... I could deal with a headache before like nothing, now I got a feeling it's related in some way to my condition...
I freak out these days... I even suffered of insomnia because I couldn't get to sleep properly...
I'd like to have... Any kind of tips at all, to at least cope with it for the time I seek a solution... People around me know i'm generally stressed these days due to multiple factors... I pretty much know what possible triggers I have... But it's nothing I can get rid of as of now... At least for a month or so... (monetary problems.)
is there anything I can do?
(i understand that this might be written somewhat... "randomly", seeing english is not my first language, and I write what I am thinking of spontaneously as i'm going through...)