I dont know what to do? I screwed up somewhere

What did you do exactly ? What is f----- up ? (sorry I don't know what purge is) what happened before he left, yesterday or earlier ? Did this happen before ?

Nothing happend he just got in the car and ran off and didn't say good bye or nothing like in movies when you and your mom are standing there and all of a sudden a car pulls up and he gets in with all his suitcases and all and leaves and the women was the one he was cheating with my mom on. He didn't even say he loved me and he left and I purged (threw up) my guts out because of it. I guess me and my mom were'nt good enough.Cry!
Mxgurlie

That's weird. But so your mom is there too right? Ask her a little about this situation, and ask her opinion.
We forum members are probably not able to tell you if your dad is coming back or not. Although, I really am sorry for you, and I hope it will be ok.

Thanks for the reply im trying to forget the situation so I wont purge or not eat because im really depressed right now and cant stop crying

I am so sorry. I remember the dad leaving--when I was a kid, but never on christmas.

.N.O it is not your fault--even if you were the worst kid on the planet--it is never the kids fault. If he still loved your mom--no matter what you do it would not change that. Some pple just fall out of love. And some just find someone else they love more. And they dint know what they had wasnt the best until they find the new person. Or some pple just get too angry to let it go, and close their hearts up and the love they felt for the person--is locked up in there too.

I dont know why he dint think of kissing you or holding you before he left, but I am sure he thought about it afterwards. And must regret his lack of compassion towards his own child.

Hang in there honey, try to hit base with some kids from the church--they will be able to offer some encouragement for you. You also need to find a good christian counselor. And remember .God loves you, and I do too.

Always
joanna

I am sorry to hear about that. That is horrible. My parents have been divorced for most of my life, and it is hard at times, but I know that it is for the best. That's the thing, even if your dad comes back, I don't know that him being with your mom would be the best thing. He wouldn't be much of a dad if he didn't come back around for you though. Just hang in there, I know that is easy for me to say. Also, for health reasons, maybe you should go to a counselor to speak of your "purging" issues. Hopefully they could help you out with that.

Best of luck, hon!

Thanks for the replies. Its just so hard without him because me and my mom aren't that close and me and my dad were. I feel so alone without him.