Well, I have another problem that totally killed my sex drive and interupted my puberty, so I don't masturbate more than 4 times a week, and only because i'm bored. I've debated two possibilities here:
1. Bad circumcision. There's a nerve cluster that, when lopped off which has happened, almost totally numbs the penis to sexual pleasure. This is consistant with my having had this for as long as I can remember. However, the exact description of the problem doesn't exactly match mine. It is also very improbable.
2. Diabetes. Total numbness of the penis has been known to happen with diabetes, and I am pre-diabetic. I am fairly sure my hypopituitarism is caused by diabetes. However, it isn't really consistent with having had the numbness all my life. Also, I am only pre diabetic, which is different from a or b.
The likelyhood of both is pretty equal, which disturbs me. As for seeing a doctor, well, i'm not about to go up to my parents and tell them that my penis doesn't work. I'm sure you understand, which means that i'll have to wait until i'm an adult to do it independently. Also, I doubt anything can be done about either possibility, which is why I was wondering how exactly the reconstruction surgery works, as it may be possible to take out the dead parts and make new ones.
As for the hypopituitarism, I am subtly trying to do something about that. Thing is, my blood panels don't show low testosterone, which is discouraging because it shows that they aren't looking for it. But hopefully i'll be able to take care of that eventually.
