Okay, I have ocd(obsessive compulsive
disorder). Ever since I have become
physically active with my current and past
boyfriends I have been paranoid of getting
pregnant. I do not and will not have
sex;however, oral sex does happen
occasionally. Recently, I performed oral
sex on my boyfriend. After climaxing his
ejaculation "fluids" went flying all over
the place. Though comical to say the
least, the incident troubled me because
cum landed all over me and very close to
my vagina. I was, however, wearing shorts
and panties, but I am uncertain if it
actually made contact with my skin in that
area. Due to my ocd, I am frantic that I
could possible be pregant even though I
washed myself off. What if it somehow got
near my vagina and somehow swam up in
there? Is there even a remote chance I
could be pregnant or am I just silly? I
have freaked out before and even took a
pregnancy test. I need some real factual
information. My obsession and fear gets
in the way a lot and ruins the whole
moment. Am I frantic over nothing?
Thanks..... = )
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CrombieChic16
Active User, Really EHEALTHy
Joined: 10 Oct 2003 Posts: 745
Posted: 10-31-03 12:25pm
Hey,
ive finally found someone with the same
prob. I have! Woohoo lol...Anyways...I
have been in the same situation before...I
was with my current boyfriend at the time
and i(sorry to be blunt) gave him a
handjob and he ejaculated on mine and his
hands...He wiped his hands off but later
on in the night he was fooling around
"down there" but never actually fingered
me....Of course I panicked for the next
couple months that I might be pregnant
because I was worried the sperm was still
on his hands...I started feeling nauseous
and my stomach seemed to be
"growing"...That was exactly 9 months
ago...And no baby! I had what they call
pseudopregnancy, where you worry so much
about it that you actually give yourself
pregnancy symptoms, but ur not really
pregnant! I have come very close to
buying pregnancy tests just to ease my
mind, but decided not to cuz I couldnt
find a way to get one w/out someone
noticing....But anyways, im sure its just
your mind, but if buying pregnancy tests
to ease ur worries helps, then do it, cuz
I know how stressful it can get...If you
ever wanna talk about any of this feel
free to pm me anytime.
*vanessa*
