Hi everyone, im 15 and I really need help.
I think I might be pregnant but im too worried because my boyfriend's mother and his step father said they would help support me and im and the baby if I am. But I need some help on something else now too... Live with my real mom and my step dad. For the past 5 or 6 yrs my step dad has been doing things to me that arent right. I dont what to do about it. When I was 10 he started to touch me and "massage" my neck then go down on my chest and rub my breasts. Every year since then it has gotten worse. He stopped for about a year and a half cuz he was gone in iraq. When I was 8 or 9 he use to do this stuff to my older sister and he would deny it when she told someone and now she thinks that it never really happened that her mind is playing games on her. For the past couple months ive been home alone and my step father would come home and come up to my room and let himself in my room and once he sat down on my bed and pushed me down and was on top of me and kept touching me in all the places I didnt want to be touched and I kept kicking and pushing him off of me and he wouldnt stop when I told him to stop. Then a couple of days after that he came and told me if he ever did anything or tried to do anything that I didnt like to tell him to stop(he didnt stop that time). One night at a thanksgiving party I tried to tell my mom and she went and asked him about what happened and he completely denied it. Then 2 weeks after that I was going to get a drink and he pushed me into his and my moms room and I told him I was busy and I kept telling him no. He pushed me down on his bed, got down on his knees and spreaded my legs and started to push his head in between them and kept touching me. I kept kicking him and pushing him off of me and telling him to stop and he wouldnt. He pushed me back and got on top of me and was on top of me and kept touching me and he held my arms back and I was kicking and yelling and telling him no and he wouldnt listen. Theres 2 people that have seen this, my boyfriend and my best friend. My best friend keeps telling me to go to the cops so they can get me out of here(my house) and go live with someone else in my family. Im scared to go to the cops because I dont know if they can do anything or if they can, if they could get me out of here very fast. Ive been depressed, havent eaten in awhile, cant sleep at night, im always afraid to be around my step dad, I was even planning on running away a week ago but my boyfriend told me that it wouldnt solve anything, it would only make it worse. He said his cousin(who has custody of him and is his guardian) she wants me to go to the cops too and if I needed a place to live she would take me in. Can she do that? Can the cops really help me get out of here so I dont have to keep living with this? What can happen? Im scared and I need some help.


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thank you very much