Going In the Hospital- Help! Posted: 12-21-05 18:12pm
I just found out that im going back into
the hospital. I dont want to but I guess
its for the best. Im so scared to go
though because I know they make you gain
weight which is what made me relapse from
the last time I was in. I want to get
help but the gaining weight part seems to
be the thing stopping me. I go in the day
after christmas and im going to miss otu
on a ski trip my mom was taking my family
on. I feel so weird im having mixed
emotions like angry sad etc. All I can
think of is I need to loose weight as much
as I can and I know I dont want to because
I want help. Thinking about loosing
weight has really made me depressed and is
working. I think I llost 5lbs in over a
week all ready. Im so confused!
