Lonely angel....... You dont have a
therapist? Wow, you must be a really
strong person if your doing this without
the support of a therapist. When you do
eat remind yourself that you need to eat
so you can function properly, and you do
want to do that right?
Thankyou for your praise on my 2 days. I
am still proud of myself lol. I had a 0
day 2 days ago, it was hard, but I had to
cause I was out all day, on holidays and
stuff. But I ate salad so I was happy.
Guess what! I have a new food in my safe
food group!! Its tuna! So now im
eating:
raw unsalted nuts, fruits, raw veg (cept
for potato, but you dont eat that raw),
boiled eggs, fat free yogart, and tuna!
Woot!
Good stuff death on your christmas day
work. How long have you been
suffering??
Good luck to everyone!
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deathx
Experienced User , Rather EHEALTHy
Joined: 06 Aug 2004 Posts: 118
Posted: 01-08-06 21:04pm
Chickens are normally female, aint
roosters the male equilivent? Regardless,
this topic isn't about fowl and poultry!
:d
hmm, today I haven't thrown up mainly due
tot he fact my gf is on to me and is like
a hawk.
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lonely_angel
Experienced User , Rather EHEALTHy
Joined: 11 Aug 2005 Posts: 128 Location: missouri
Posted: 01-11-06 22:27pm
I don' feel like I am that stron at times.
It is really hard though. Like when I
don't purge I go for like a few weeks then
I have a complete break downa dn my
emotions go crazy. I get like really
depressed and just flip out on everyone.
Like a few weeks ago I almost beat up some
chick for stting in my seat on the bus,
and because she told me to shut the f up.
I flipped out on her. I guess it is like
going threw withdraw or something lol.
Can you have with draws from not purging?
Is that possible lol.
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breeanna
Experienced User , Rather EHEALTHy
Joined: 01 Oct 2005 Posts: 79
Posted: 01-12-06 00:37am
Course you can babe. What I mean by when
I say that is, like, you are more on edge
and stressed because the way youve learnt
to cope with those situations (purging),
and you arent doing it anymore (not as
much), so you are going to feel more
nervous or whatever. I can do exactly the
same thing. Once my brother wore my socks
and I went mental at him. I know. I have
an idea for you that has helped me so so
much. Around your room, post little
positive notes like - you can only be as
beautiful as you let yourself be, you can
never fail if you try, stuff like that, or
your mottos or whatever. Maybe you could
stick them on your mirror. I have mine
with photos of all my friends around it
and it makes me feel nice :)
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lonely_angel
Experienced User , Rather EHEALTHy
Joined: 11 Aug 2005 Posts: 128 Location: missouri
Posted: 01-12-06 19:40pm
I don't know I mean I don't really think
positive all that much to be honest. I
mean after so many years of thinking
negative about everything it is really
hard to scctually have faith in myself
agian. Like I have lost everything that
makes me happy.
So today I was chewing gum and then I
though I accidentally like did something
that hit my teeth together like well it is
hard to explain. But I realized that one
of my back teeth like the filling fell out
or something. I made a dentist
appointment for the 15 of feb. Can or
will a dentist see if a person is bulimic
by someones teeth. Like I havent been to
a dentist since I started purging well I
don't think I have been.
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breeanna
Experienced User , Rather EHEALTHy
Joined: 01 Oct 2005 Posts: 79
Posted: 01-13-06 05:16am
Hey sweets I know what you mean like not
normally thinking positive..... It is
hard..... But it can get easier, and by
reminding youreslf of positive things all
the time you might actually start to
believe them! Xx
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lonely_angel
Experienced User , Rather EHEALTHy
Joined: 11 Aug 2005 Posts: 128 Location: missouri
Posted: 01-14-06 15:05pm
I haven't purged in probably 2 days maybe
one I think. I am not sure. All I know
is I have freaking ate candy all day today
and it is making me feel blah and esterday
I felt like blah to. Well I am positive
that if I stop purging I will become a
compulsive eatter lol. I am just like
feeling horrible. Well thanks so much
breanna you are so much help. I will try
my best to think + and let the - go.
It'll be hard though
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breeanna
Experienced User , Rather EHEALTHy
Joined: 01 Oct 2005 Posts: 79
Posted: 01-18-06 00:27am
Yeah your right it is hard because your
used to letting the negative win. But you
can do it. Surround yourself with
positive people and if someone ever says
anything nasty about you, remmeber that
that is their opinion and it doesnt mean
that its the right one. Right now I am
feeling absolutely huge... Thats why I
havent had any purge free days, cause im
scared I will gain too much weight. Its
like no matter what I do atm I keep on
gaining. My face has been puffy for the
last few days and that sucks. I was
feeling really bad last night. I tried to
get myself out of it by calling my bestie
but she just was distant, which made me
feel crap. Tell me some things you could
do that would help you think positively.
Call me ol. My real name is ol. Xx
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breeanna
Experienced User , Rather EHEALTHy
Joined: 01 Oct 2005 Posts: 79
Posted: 02-22-06 02:18am
Today will be one. I havent had one in
liiike......... Almost 2 months. It
sucks ass. But today I had some nuts and
banana for brekkie, tuna salad for lunch,
then more nuts and yogart somewhere, and
might have another yohart for dinner. Its
6:30. This is usually my binge time!!
Go me!!
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breeanna
Experienced User , Rather EHEALTHy
Joined: 01 Oct 2005 Posts: 79
Posted: 02-23-06 04:44am
I did it. And today wasnt a zero day but
thats okay. I found my binge was a lot
smaller and yeah just wasnt as big and I
was soo soo full by the end.. But yeah.
I think I will have less and less I like
not bingeing and purging :)
