Hi,

thanks in advance for reading, but I have to tell a bit about my past.
Around seven years ago I had my health completely screwed up by some allergic disorder that casued me sinusitis, asthma, repeated infections etc.... I had to stop doing sports, had to take care too much of weather changes, living in extremely clean places etc..... And the worst of all, I had to quit on my dreams (i quit university and went home). After some doctors and more doctros and more doctors I could not get a clear diiagnosis so I just decided to research on my own and live with my problem. Years have passed, but I became overly obssessed with my health. Whenever I have a cold that is becoming infectious, I just know how painful it is, so I just start surfing in the internet for hours and hours and hours looking for remedies, prefereably herbal or the like... In the beginning of my problem I even through I had cancer or aids. Now everytime I get some extra problem or a different problem I think of the worse. For two months now I have had some gastric problems, anmely an ulcer and gastritis. Have been taking medicine but still not going well or healing is just taking forever....
Again im just thinking that it could be the worse, and I just spend too much time looking for cancer incidence, and other related diseases. Im just overly concerned with this. It is affecting my life completely. I dont sleep, cannot study because im thinkiing all the time about this. My doctor said I have to wait until january to see if the new treatment works. I just need some peace of mind, dunno how to control myself, my anxiety and the negative thoughts im putting in my mind about death, etc are just taken over. I have exams and my thesis coming up, and this is ruining everything.....

Any thoughts of support.... I appreciate it...

Vic