|this seems like a weird post, but I am not really bullimic I just started inducing myself to vomit about two weeks ago. So I don't believe I am full fledge lol bullimic yet. I keep trying to make my self vomit voluntarily not because I am over weight because I am supposedly my ideal weight for my height. I dont really know why I am doing this but I don't want to stop I am just upset that I physically cant do it. I believe my gag reflex is gone or not working any longer. Lol does that make sense?
Anyway I just wanted to vent and maybe get suggestions on how to. Lol no one else knows about this so I thought this would be a good way to talk to someone else. Thx
|i have the same problem. sort of. i binge and can't purge, but i keep trying. no one seems to understand or believe the extent of my overeating, and when i reach out for help it is ignored.|
|I am on a sensible Weight Watchers diet and losing average 1lb per week, which i am happy with but today i had something i didnt really want for my evening meal and felt rotten afterwards - nothing really bad but twice as many calories & fat as i normally would have - so i thought if i could vomit it would go away and started looking for sites to help me do this. THANKFULLY I found this site and realise what a total fool I am to even consider this.|