Hi,
basically I am always seeing figures and the world moving around me. Sometimes I hear voices telling me horrible things about my friends, even people I dont know. The figure loom over me and I can feel them proding me with their hands, sometimes I get so freaked out I just lye down and try to ignore them scrunching my eyes, but I can still see them.
When I look at the walls, floors, etc they move back and forth. I never feel like I am really here. Alarmingly I keep having these blackouts while I am walking around, but not taking in any of the surroundings (almost got run over a few times because of that, lol). Also while I am wondering around the world sometimes goes completely white. I had a 'fit' which is the only way I can describe it where my limbs moved all by themselves, luckily I usually manage to samwidge myself between walls or fall on something for support most of time so its not too bad (so far I have managed to pass it off with my friends and family-thank goodness they dont know).
I dont know what to do about it, i'm a student at the moment and run a society myself. I dont want all of this to be taken away if I tell anyone, if you see a doctor would they do this? ... Does anyone else experience these things? I feel so stupid because of this stuff, I see many horrible images as well as figures and I spend most of my night up fearing if I fall asleep they will harm me.
Thankyou for reading my long, endless story, :lol:
hope 2 hear from u soon.