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Q: Obsessed With Suicide
asked by: luvkittykats on December 1st, 2005
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I seem to be feeling better overall but I am obsessed with thoughts of suicide. I can't stop thinking about it. Everyday, almost all day its on my mind. I want to get sleeping pills and overdose. I have attempted suicide in this manner before a couple years ago. Just yesterday in the grocery store I was on the medicine aisle looking at them (the pills). I didn't buy any but wish I had. Here today I stayed out of work with the intention of going through with it. My brain is exhausted from thinking about it. I wish I could let it go and think happy thoughts but I just can't. I want to end this thinking one way or another.
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fatfamily02
replied on December 1st, 2005
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You should call out to .God he can give you peace of mind--no one else can.
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tyork20
replied on December 1st, 2005
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I too think about suicide. My husband does not understand the pain I am going through. All his attention is focused around his friends and family including his momma. But it is going to be ok. Jus pray.
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buttons119
replied on December 3rd, 2005
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I think about suicide daily I talked with my dr and she asked if I had a plan and I told her no but, I think about it on a daily basis. I am on medication my family dosen't understand why I am constantly depressed and can't seem to pull myself out of it
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Kittykatus
replied on December 5th, 2005
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We All Feel Like That...
I can get majorly depressed and fall under a suicidal desicion but for some reason my whole body seems to pull itself away from that thought. Because I know no matter what happens, I do that and I let everyone I know down. To see someone smile because of you is pure magic, even if you don't know them. In other words, if you can't make your own self happy, then why not try and make someone else happy instead. Believe me and works wonders. It's stopped me from falling under at times. Give it a go. If it doesn't work then i'm praying for you to one day gain a small smile on your face.

Kitty
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buttons119
replied on December 5th, 2005
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Thank you so much for your kind words. I should be the happiest girl in the whole u.S.A. I cry for absolutely no reason and
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Kittykatus
replied on December 5th, 2005
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:) your welcome
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tricialynn
replied on December 5th, 2005
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Everyone that has posted on this topic, needs to realize that there are people out there who love you and how bad it would be for them if you hurt yourself in anyway, my mom tryed to commit suicide I dont kno how many times she went way over the edge once she overdosed on medicines which made a poison in her body she was in the hospital for 3 weeks the doctor said she may only have 24 hours to live, fortunetly she did live, she was put into acoma for a few days to give her body rest! This was the most difficult part of my life, and it just made me think that I was worthless and I was the reason for her wanting to killing herself, I think many people dont realize the pain that your loved ones would feel if that did happen to you. You should reach out to someone who will listen to you, and have a talk with your husband on how you feel.
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Kittykatus
replied on December 24th, 2005
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Exactly...
Exactly...If you can't do it for yourself, do it for the ones you love. :)

that's wehat I do with any challenges that face me when I just know I personally can;t do it, yet I just think of how proud they will be and go fir it!!

Have a good holiday my friends

kitty
xx
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no hope
replied on December 28th, 2005
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tricialynn wrote:
everyone that has posted on this topic, needs to realize that there are people out there who love you and how bad it would be for them if you hurt yourself in anyway, my mom tryed to commit suicide I dont kno how many times she went way over the edge once she overdosed on medicines which made a poison in her body she was in the hospital for 3 weeks the doctor said she may only have 24 hours to live, fortunetly she did live, she was put into acoma for a few days to give her body rest! This was the most difficult part of my life, and it just made me think that I was worthless and I was the reason for her wanting to killing herself, I think many people dont realize the pain that your loved ones would feel if that did happen to you. You should reach out to someone who will listen to you, and have a talk with your husband on how you feel.


what if you have no one left? Then what? Its a lonely world out there with no one
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no hope
replied on December 28th, 2005
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tricialynn wrote:
everyone that has posted on this topic, needs to realize that there are people out there who love you and how bad it would be for them if you hurt yourself in anyway, my mom tryed to commit suicide I dont kno how many times she went way over the edge once she overdosed on medicines which made a poison in her body she was in the hospital for 3 weeks the doctor said she may only have 24 hours to live, fortunetly she did live, she was put into acoma for a few days to give her body rest! This was the most difficult part of my life, and it just made me think that I was worthless and I was the reason for her wanting to killing herself, I think many people dont realize the pain that your loved ones would feel if that did happen to you. You should reach out to someone who will listen to you, and have a talk with your husband on how you feel.


what if you have no one left? Then what? Its a lonely world out there with no one
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Munoz1226
replied on December 28th, 2005
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We never have noone!! We always have god. There are times we can't feel him, but he is there and all you have to do is call out to him and wait! He loves you more than you could ever imagine!!! He will never abnadon you or forsake you!!! Talk to him, he is waiting!
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no hope
replied on December 28th, 2005
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munoz1226 wrote:
we never have noone!! We always have god. There are times we can't feel him, but he is there and all you have to do is call out to him and wait! He loves you more than you could ever imagine!!! He will never abnadon you or forsake you!!! Talk to him, he is waiting!


read no one's posts especially the one about god
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catswold
replied on December 28th, 2005
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To all of us who think about suicide, and I am there also, the one thing that helps me the most is realizing that it's the pain (physically and/or emotional) I want dead. I do want to live, I just wish the damn pain would go away.
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Munoz1226
replied on December 29th, 2005
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Catswold! Good for you! You have sparked a glimmer of hope to all who read these! I am not suicidal, but I like to read these and be of help if I can! I suffer from anxiety and depression. It sucks when we know what's wrong, but can't seem to get rid of the feelings or symptoms!
Pray! Ask god to keep working through you to help all who can use it! He spoke to your heart to tell you that you have a reason to live, but that you also need to give him any burdens you may carry. Trust him!! He loves you so much!
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Kittykatus
replied on December 29th, 2005
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no hope wrote:
read no one's posts especially the one about god


i don't mean this offensively, but why shouldn't people talk about god?

People believe in totally different things; overall we all think life is at one stage out to get us; yet if some one wants to believe in something, which can make them stronger each day, then that's fine. You shouldn't push someone back for speaking their beliefs

i'm sorry; I know what you are saying about what you feel, yet you shouldn't kick someone down for speaking their mind and trying to aid you by just letting you know that they have read your post and trying to comfort and aid you.
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