Well basically I think I might be something but I don't know what. I did a brief overview of both but still, I don't know unless I went to a doctor so maybe you guys can give me some insight or something. I know you guys aren't doctors probably but maybe you can relate?

Back a year ago I cut up my arms and my dad brought me to the hospital where the doctor said that I was probably borderline, and my consellor said the same thing.. Even though nothing was official.

Things I do:
-obsessive thoughts. For example: food- eating disorder related stuff, or guys that I may have a fling with.. I become obsessed with- can't stop thinking of them over years, everyday closely examining their profiles, web pages, conversations over the internet. Just non-stop thinking. (scary, im sure)
-going into antisocial moods where im very self concsious & nervous. Cant help but stutter when I talk or shake. Avoiding people at all costs.
-going into moods where I have tons of self confidence, feel superior, know everything more than everyone else. Constant thinking... Feeling "smart"
-feeling depressed. Worthless. Suicidal at times.
-i've cut myself when ive become anxious, when theres too much to handle. Ill be crying, screaming, cutting, getting everything out the best I can. After that, becoming totally calm and better.. Like nothing happened.
-getting into moods where im non stop moving. I feel good. Laughing lots. Singing like crazy. Dancing. Wanting to be with others. Being "hyper" like the good old days back when I was a kid. Sometimes my family tells me that I go too far
-hard time concentrating a lot of the time and easily distracted
-poor self-image

maybe you get the point...

Everything varies.

Anyhow thanks if you actually read this whole thing.