Hey everyone, I know i've written on here a lot butttt...I'm still with my bf of 10 months, except for the 2 wk break up! Anyways, anthony -the guy I was with for the 2 wks my bf & I was broke up- is really starting to get to me. He goes a few weeks without calling me or anything then bam all of a sudden he calls & goes on about how much he loves me & how much he messed up. Ok, thats all good and well, but he then goes another few weeks & it's the same ol' sh*t. He's really messing with my feelings big time & I don't know what to say to him anymore. He's always telling me he is just going to leave me alone, but then he calls my best friend and tells her all kinds of crap that upsets her then she calls me and tells me & it upsets me, so I confront him about it.

Last night I talked to him for a few minutes but I was helping my mom so I had to let him go. He got kinda mad & told me to just call him back later in the evening. So I did at like 12:30, and he didn't answer. He promised he would stay awake to answer, he's always awake at that time anyways. A few days ago when I talked to him he had me call his friends because his cell phone was going dead, well I call his friends and a few minutes later his cell rings and its some girl, well that's ok, but he gives her his friends number and a few minutes later she calls, he comes back and tells me he has to go charge his phone, i'm like duhhh i'm not stupid, I knew he had to talk to the other girl, why didn't he just tell me. So he was like I love you, and I was just like bye, then he said tell me you love me, I said bye and he hung up. Omgshhhh!!! He makes me so mad sometimes.

Even through all this I find myself thinking about him when i'm trying to sleep at night and so many things remind me of him. I'm always hearing one of 'our' songs or seeing a picture or anything. I honestly do want him in my life as a friend, but he won't listen to that. He wants me as a girlfriend and thats all. He helped me so much when we were together and it's been so hard for me to let that go. Even though we were only together for 2 wks. I knew him a long time before that.

Deep down inside he is the sweetest guy you'll ever meet, but he's covering that up with lies, and a jerky attitude towards me. It really hurts my feelings. When I talk to him my mind goes blank. He asks me all the time if we have another chance together. I never know what to say.. I feel as if i'm putting him through pain. He tells me he lays awake every night thinking about me and crys himself to sleep. Then just because I get mad at him he tells my best friend he could care less, and he really didn't care about anything anymore.

Sorry i'm rambiling but I need to get everything out. If I told any friends how I feel they would flip because they know how he treated me when we broke up. He's one person I will always cherish & one person I don't want to leave me, I won't be the same without him..I wish he would realize that, that's all i'm asking for.

My bf is truly the one for me, he walked in my life for a reason, and I see that in many different ways. I look at him and I see my future...Just the thought of him makes me speechless. He's everything i've always asked for and more. It just seems like i'm getting tossed back and forth by my ex and I don't know what to tell him. My bf & his best friend want to beat the sh*t out of anthony but they aren't because they respect me.

What should I do?!?!