|i've been with my guy for over a year.
Before we got together and were just pals, he mentioned that he had a slight preference for asian girls. He likes a small frame and not in to the buxom look.
I am caucasian/ petite.
Months later he made a joke about "chasing asian girls".
Now, even though we've been over this a few times and he's spent a lot of time reassuring me that he is totally devoted to me and he loves me, thinks i'm beautiful etc. And insists that he doesn't have "a thing" for another type. I can't seems to stop myself from getting jealous when we see a pretty asian girl or some other trigger.
I can't tell if I should be upset or if i'm being silly???
He sais he doesn't want to talk about it anymore but it still bothers me because I feel like he's not being honest and downplaying what he previously said (naturally)please help.