Hi I am a 30 yr old male. I think I have the exact problem as all of you here. I think it all started when my dad passed away 7 years ago with stroke, he was 59. My dad side of the family has heart disease and this got to my head. When I was 25 and went for a physical they diagnosed abormal Q-Wave in my EKG & high cholestrerol, subsequently I followed up with Echo and other Cardio tests and it was all negative. I am really fit and workout/play every day, vegetarian, non-smoker.
Ever since every year I come up with something crazy - either intestinal cancer, heart attack. The latest I came up with is TIA/Stroke few days ago. I moved and did a lot of heavy lifting followed with a Deep Purple concert and heavy drinking. A day later I had some tingling and numbness and went to the ER. They diagnosed it to be Rhabdomyolysis and pumped IV and discharged me a day later. I have been noticing every twitch, tingle, minor pain etc. since, AS ALWAYS. Oh - somone had mentioned brain tumor. That was on my list too. Also I was at a bar playing dart and accidentally poked myself in the hand, now HIV is also in the picture.
I think somehow I have to get over this and this forum was very helpful to know that I am not the only one. I am also a little superstitious and tend to connect events to bad luck etc. I recently bought a home and moved in and attributed all of this to the bad luck from the new home. It is a very beautiful home and I think I should start being more practical and enjoy life as it comes.
I have a very good support structure with an understanding wife, family and friends. But sometime, I do not talk to them about this because I think I will worry them more, especially because everyone looks up to me in my family for being where I am even when my dad passed away early in my life. I do not want to shatter their confidence.
I think this is the first time I ever wrote something like this or even acknowledge that I am a hypocondriac (maybe my bloated ego). I think writing this long post has even helped me feel better and knowing that there are so many people out there who are very bold to admit these problems. I will consider this a positive thing and start meditating from now on to relax. Hope things will improve soon. I always say to others "IT IS ALL IN THE MIND". I should stop being a hypocrite and start understanding the real meaning of that statement.
BTW: I did a whole bunch of blood work after this episode a couple weeks ago, CT scan and MRI or head and MRA of head and neck with all results negative. It is also my philosophy to be safe than sorry. I have another appointment with a neurologist in a couple of days. Will keep y'all updated.
Thank you all.