Hi I am 17 I have had depressing 4 3 yrs now and I am currently getting help in way I feel better but in a way its mad me kinda worse. I know what u mean by when u love someone and they dont love u bac I been there twice, u just need to take each day as it comes show em that they are'nt getting you down that u are better than them. I know its hard because I am still having trouble doing it but try. Can I ask how old u are?
Good luck from lucy.

I'm 22. I feel so lonely as if I was never meant to be love. Me and the ex got in a fight over some pictures and it really hurts cause it feels as if she is trying to strip me of everything and I hate it. Its the most hopeless feeling in the world and I feel as if I did it to myself. I just want her back but she has a new boyfriend and I hate it. Am I just meant to hurt all of my life because of women.

Hi there
i am new to this site trying to find help also with my depression I just got diagnosed last week and started taking meds......I hate to hear people feeling this desperately un-happy..Its hard to get yourself back out of the hole your in but you gotta hold on ok!!! I am sure there are great people who can help us get through this time.......I will check in soon......

Try and keep your chin up ok
concerned

I know that I should keep my chin up and I know that I should go to work but I don't want to I only got like 4 hours of sleep and I don't know what to do anymore. I just act like there isn't anything wrong when there is and the pain is sometimes too much for me.

Listen you cant take inside drinkin yourself away.......I am really sorry that things are bad right now can you talk to a friend? Anybody coming by to check on you?? As for your ex I dont know all the siutation.I cant judge her or you......But this cant be the end of your life.Trust me I know how bad you can feel I think we all have been badly hurt in our lives.I feel I am going through hurt right now living with my husband but anyways ......... Instead of being in this alone you have to ask for help...........Have you seen a dror a friend to talk too??....I wish I was more helpful I am trying to help the best I can. ...Please stop drinking.........Watch tv take a shower maybe ? If you dont feel up to going out its ok.But you need to try to get moving again............

I will keep checking in ............

Where do you live? How old are you?? Just curious you dont have to answer if you dont want too .......

Hi there! You cannot expect for someone to love you when you do not love yourself. Drinking will just worsen the problem. We have pretty much all been hurt at one time or another in our lives. Try not to hate, it will just eat you up inside. You are still young! You might try to talkto your Dr. About your depression and how you feel or another professional!
Good luck to you!

i am new to this site i have a huge problem with life in general even as a child i can't remember a time i wanted to live you people make me sick with your "oh i love life additude " you people don't understand cuz you have never been throu it
Let me explain every day i wake up i wish i never would have woke up why do you think i go to sleep i'll tell you i go to sleep in hopes that i WILL NOT WAKE UP i hate myself hate myself cuz i don't want to live if i live i have to deal with you 2 faced people "oh yeah i understand what your going threw " yeah right everytime you wake up do you wish you was dead as far back as you can remember can you remember a time you wanted to live " well i can't remember anytime i have wanted to live yeah i have had good times but once they are done life goes back to sucking but the people i do love is the on,ly reason i haven't commited suicide i know if i do it will hurt the people i love even thou it would make me happy then i wouldn't have to wake up to not wanting to live for 33 years i have wanted to die unfortunely it hasn't ever happened . i have been to doctors and they say i have major depression they give me meds and switch my meds and switch my med over and over again nothing takes those feelings away or weakens them NOTHING SEEMS TO HELP the doctors are idoits as well as most people in this world since i have started seeing doctors i have lost interest in everything i use to enjoy

You have got to want to help yourself and WANT to have the GOOD in life. Meds and therapy alone won't cut it. Yes, I do UNDERSTAND what its like to wake up and feel the regret.....another day to have to endure. I've lived it.....hated my life, hated having to "go throught the same boring ass routine of a life". Once you getr over being selfish and cutting otur own self down, you'll realize how precious life is. There are so many people out there fighting cancer, and other diseases, praying for just a few minutes of relief and peacefulness. Volutneer at a senior center or an animal shelter.....you'll feel needed and be doing a wrold of good. Builds your own self esteem.....and soon, you'll see life from a different perspective.........if not, you can continue to wallow in your own selfish pitiful life. I refuse to be negative. I regained control over my life, and now I'm gonna make it worthwhile We have choices in life to either accept thigns negative or positive......I at least took the time to try to convince you, life is worth living....you mentioned there are people you do love....and they love you in return....focus on something you can do to make someone else life better.

you obvisiously have no ideal what you are talking about i want a life that i don't want to end why i went to doctor you are as bad as the gd doctors that say oh yeah i know how you feel, you do not know how it is obviously you are one of those that can remember a time you wanted to live and one of those prolife sobs doesn't matter if i want to live or not i still want to die every time i open my eyes you are the type of 2 faced person i was talking about you dumb sob

Hi,
I'm 14 and new to this site.I cannot remember a time when I truly valued my existence,only when I questioned its value,and I never found any good in it.Looking back at age 4-5,I use to question it alot,at times(remember still 4-5 yrs old here)I would head towards the kitchen when my mom walked out of the room,and I would take out a knife and try to figure out wich would be the quickest way possible for me to injure myself and die,but I never got the chance to truly try it.My mother never found out,she never new.After a failed attempt at age 6,I merely tried resisting the urge since then.once the resistance broke and I became very close,oh so close,but I am religous and do not want to go that way,I want to die not by my own hand,yet sweet death has avoided me in all possible ways.Can someone please help me without that GO-HAPPY-BE-HAPPY,annoying attitude?