There may be a chemical imbalabce in you that a .Dr can help you with. Other than that it could just be a bad temper. But I feel a mental .Dr might do you some good. Good luck--i know you must feel terrible. Sorry this is happening to you.

Where do I find a "mental .Dc" are you saying im mental?? My friends say it could be a form of schizophrenia. Becuase I dont know im doing it and its not like me to do this sort of thing!

I know exactly how u feel...
It's anxiety and frustration that's causing you to get angry at ur mum,
i'm the same with my parents sometimes.
Ever thought of seeing a counceler or psychiatrist?

Like I said I have to go and see social services next week how theyre gonna help I dont know but hey. Any way things are just getting worse my dad works away in the weeks and comes home on a friday. Well he came home last night and was all happy then this morning one thing got out of hand and he pulled my hair really hard so hard it was nearly coming out and slapped me around the face I didnt even do any thing wrong all I did was answer his question but becuase I have a cold my voice is croaky and it sounded like I said it meanly so he got all angry at me so I walked out of the room calmly so as not to start a row and he folowed me and got all stressy with me now with me having my bad temper and all I got stressy back at him then he did what I said so I went up in to my room to try and calm down and I did so I came back down and sat at the computer to continue playing on the sims and he came in and started to shout at me again so I phoned my grandparents and my garnadad was like well its about time he gave you a slap that really upset me so I hung up and told him I hate him. Then I went on msn and talked to a few people then my best friend started having a go at me saying stop being such a drama queen we all know your not going to kill your self ( I had my name as im going to kill my self) any way I told her to f*ck off and that she only cares abpout her self then blocked her and so far thats whats happend this weekend. And I relly wanna talk to my brother becuase he is the only one who listens and underlands but hes gone out paint balling and im really scared becuase its just me and my dad in the house and I dont want him to hurt me again. :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry:

Does any one want to help me???

Get the heck out of your home

your father is just as bad and for your safety I think you need to remove yourslef from that environment, I dont know th whole story but what right does he have to hit you. If my daughter ever hit me for no reason I would press charges and honestly I dont think your mom would have put up with it either there is underlying abuse going on in that home. I did stupid stuff when I was kid and although my dad hit me, I never hit him back but I stood up to him one and he never hit me again and now he wont even touch the other kids......

Yea, I agree with diomansz. Get out of your home and try to get some help from other family members, like your cousins or uncles. It's no use sitting at home waiting for something to happen. Do something about it now.