So it's been a loonnnggg time since i've been on this site.. But guess what? It's official!! The way I figure it, i'm about 5 weeks. I haven't told the daddy yet. I'm waiting to see the doctor and get everything confirmed and such. But eventhough i've never been more excited about anything in my entire life, i'm terrified. See, my mom had 4 miscarriages, and i'm scared that I could have one. Yeah I wasn't planning for this baby, but now that it's here, I want it more than anything, and i'm scared of all the "what-if's". I'm going to the Dr. Monday to get the official word on things. Guess I can unload all my worries on them right??