Hello,
i just read all the posts you have written ...I was really concerned about you .So you told your parents about the baby finally? How are you feeling? Why are you cutting yourself.You need help..........I cut myself a few times years ago and its so stupid.Its a release but its not the right way to deal with feelings in life.........You need to stop cutting yourself.Do it for your baby!!! Do it for you!!!!
I cant imagine what your life must be like right now.Being so young and seems the world is on your shoulders.......But you know cutting yourself isnt the answer right???Your parents wouldnt want this for your life they care and love you!!! Why do you think you have shamed them? This isnt the 1900s.Wheres the daddy? He was part of this too........Do you know who he is?
Did you ever go to the clinic what do you plan to do about having your baby? In a hospital right where you can be looked after........
You need to take care of yourself........
Take care ok
wishing you all the best .............