I Am Having My Doubts Again

Well, I thought it was all over, the dizziness, the horrible symptoms and feeling like I was going to have a seizure. Last night it came on again and I even had a snack and kept it in and it did no good. I got this awful feeling in the pit of my stomach almost like I was going to throw up and from there it has gotten worse. I was so happy and I was certain that it really was caused from low thyroid but I guess this is something else. I woke up this morning all out of sorts and now I am feeling so bad, I almost can't type this. I feel like I will have a seizure again. I cried and cried all morning all I could do was sit there and I can't even do my sewing now. I started my bloating high calorie snacks again and stopped my walks but it is only getting worse by the hour. Now I am getting scared. I can't take the bus to the hospital cause I can barely think straight and I could pass out just walking to the bus stop. I guess I might have to call the ambulance even though I can't afford it but I will have to pay anyways out of my meager social assistance basic allowance. I am sooooooo upset!!!! I am sooooo angry and I just can't stop criing. I have no friends to take me to the hospital either. I am all alone and feeling desperate. Sorry for just complaining but I feel utterly hopeless!!!! :cry: :cry: