I know what you mean about when u want something and u think u have it but it isnt. Like I thought I was preg, at first iwas scared but then I was happy and started talking to my bf about the "what ifs" and everything sounded so wounderful, but then a week later my period came, when I saw it I was so depressed, I didnt know what to think, when I walked out of the bathroom to the cheakout till (i was at a store) to meet my bf I was sweating, I didnt think he wanted a baby that much, but when I told him I had my period he was also kind of sad cause he kinda wished I was. Now he wants to wait 8 months then we will start to try for a baby