I always been active my whole life I needed attention alot and I often was over joyed but kept quiet and humble at times to.
Now im 18 years of age and I live with my parents in another state and I dont feel happy !
When I sleep and wake up in the middle of sleeping or I am tired I think my brains does not know how to react and I panic and I race thoughts my mind goes deep in to panic and I question my self like what is life?
What is this what is that? Where am i?
Some times I feel like im loosing control and my body hurts and I get depressed for no reason I just cant be happy some times I feel that people think im a animal and all negative thoughts and some music when I listen to it hurts me it makes me instant emotional and I wanna cry for no reason !
It feels like I have to cry every 20 minutes for no reason its at the tip of my emotions!
Some times I feel mently retarted I started acting weird
and im getting very skinny
and my eyes often hurt and I see double vision !
I look back at the past alot and cry about good memories and I just wanna keep my emotions stable and not race thoughts all day!
I think to much and its hurting me
what causes my pain? :cry: