Hey! What you're going through is hard...I had a scholarship to go to university of texas in dallas, majoring in pre-med, minor in psychology. I was going to be on a full ride, but I turned it down to have my family. I don't regret having my son, but I do regret not going for my degree. I had found out that even tho I had a child, that wasn't going to stop me from going to school. It would have been really hard tho, but all worthid! In whatever you do, I suggest that you get into a group support, and tell you're family. They will help, if not, there are others that will. My friends have had abortions, 2 of them! And i'm not going to lie, they did go into postpartum abortion thing... I think that's what its called...Anyhow, many girls go through that, even guys. There is help tho to get over that. That's what you should remember, there is always help out there! Even if its from the government, its better than suffering, plus if you're only on it temporarily, its ok... My son is on medicaid right now and i'm still on wic. Until I really get stabled, we will both be private insurance and wic will proly deny me cause of my income...I'm not sure... But until then I will keep being on it cause it helps me out with my costs. Oh and don't always trust what you're boyfriend says... You never know when in the end, he'll run... I'm not saying all guys do but most of them do run... I don't know my place anymore in abortion... I usually tell my friends, "if you can handle the pain, then do it, but if you're gonna wonder, think twice about it." I had a miscarriage once and it hurt real bad, fortunately I wasn't sooo depressed. ( the baby was 6 or 7 weeks) another thing, you're depression may interfere with your newborn baby, but if you tell the doctor this, he can prescribe you something or you never know, you're hormones may change and you'll be a diff. Person if you choose to keep your child. Best of luck to you!
