Joined: 05 Nov 2005 Posts: 4 Location: london, england
What Life? Posted: 11-05-05 18:09pm
I am lost. I hate myself, I feel alone
and I want to die, tho I cant do it. I
drink too much and I hurt myself. I dont
know what to do. I am too ashamed to try
therapy, I would feel so stupid. I cant
see how the way I feel is justifyable to
having theripy, but I dont know what to
do. I have no reason to feel the way I
do, no one has ever hurt me physicaly, and
te mental abuse I ignore cuz I love the
ppl who do it, and am sure what thery say
is right, I am useless. And stupid and
pointless,and my boyfriend keeps telling
me he is going to dump me cuz I am not all
I should be. Why would someone like a
stupid, nurotic thing like me?? I feel
so stupid, and so alone. How do I find
the guts to go to therapy? And if not
that what should I do?
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Joey9725
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 22 Oct 2005 Posts: 25 Location: Sydney
Posted: 11-06-05 19:14pm
First of all you are not stupid, I don't
know why you think that for. If you keep
telling yourself that you will believe it
and you shouldn't
did you say u have ppl in your life that
tell you that?
I think you should go to a counciller and
get some help because the reason being is
that you seem like you are very down on
yourself and that is not fair.
If your boyfriend loves you, he should not
say the things he says. Find someone who
is gonna treat u better. No one deserves
to be treated the way you do.
Please take care
and let me know how you are going.
I am always here
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september65
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 09 Nov 2005 Posts: 19
Someone to Talk to Posted: 11-11-05 08:20am
Hey there, saz.. I know how it feels like
to hate yourself..
I have hated myself before.. I hated
myself in every way a person can hate
oneself.. I found every single thing to
find fault with. Imagine this, I was
jealous that my friend is shorter than
me.. And i'm not that tall myself.. I'm
only 5'10".. Then one day, I just asked
myself, why am I so jealous for such
stupid things..? Shouldn't it be the
other way around.. Right now, i'm
laughing as I recall this absurd
memory..
What joey said is right.. Your boyfriend
should be helping you overcome your
obstacles instead of threatening you.. He
shouldn't love you for who you should be,
he should love you for who you are.. And
you're not stupid, don't tell yourself
that.. Not having the guts to go for
therapy is a normal thing.. It's okay..
One more thing, you're not alone.. If you
feel that you are, email me..
Septem
ber65@gmail.Com
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fortyoztoloudog
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 30 Oct 2005 Posts: 9 Location: New England
Posted: 11-11-05 09:51am
Please, just don't hurt yourself.
Listen, I know I am a complete stranger
and everything, that's why I have no
problem tell you the truth.
You are not useless, worthless, or any of
the above.
Just don't make a move, and find someone
just to talk to if that's all you can get
right now.
You can email me at fort
yoztoloudog@aol.Com if you want to
talk, I will be more than happy.
But I know for a fact you are not
worthless or useless because there is no
such thing as that in a human being.
What I do know for sure is that there are
many,many,many, parts of the human brain,
and there can be chemical imbalances as
well.
Maybe you do need professional help and/or
medication, and if you do there is nothing
to be ashamed about, that's why they make
it!
So please, at least don't make a bad move
because I know that if there is an empty
space, it can't stay empty forever
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cezonetheillest
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 28 Nov 2005 Posts: 6
Posted: 11-28-05 07:26am
My advice isn't the best in the world but
I know that there is more to life than to
hurt your self and once you find that you
will feel a hell of alot better. Just
try to find that one thing that makes you
the happiest and just go with it.
