i watched oprah the other day, she reconfirmed what I already knew,
you need to love yourself, respect yourself, treat yourself to knowledge, read books at the library that will improve your self esteem, to be independent, etc.
Sho, love yourself, get out, forgive yourself,move on
rainfall, I really liked what you wrote in that post there,
i made a huge mistake, I dated a guy who happens to have two very different personalities. When I learned of this, I was in shock. I thought he loved me, but that is not love, the whole laundry list of unacceptable things. One minute things are fun great and loving, and then the next my safety well being, my spirit is being attacked, I am there to defend myself
my belongings are being thrown out and about, I have to walk home
as he kicks me out, or threaten to, clothes ripped off, hair pulled, spit at?
Despite all the cards,flowers, kisses, and the positive aspects of him
no way! I left him. I missed the positive aspects of him for a long time sure, but I had to mourn this,
i do not understand why he is the way he is, I mean really, what was that all about, what did he gain? I contributed some money to our food, outings, but nothing huge. I did not live with him. We were just boyfriend, girlfriend, I don't know what he got out of it? Unless he truly is very sick.
I may never understand, why anyone for that matter is like this
i pray for my safety everyday still. I have not heard from him by the grace of god, I hope he has found another relationship. I pray for that.
I talk to my guardian angels for me to be protected.
He started all the nonsense by him constantly accusing me of cheating on him, when I honest to god never did, I do not understand that at all
i am a good, regular person, with great morals, values, but just a regular person, and my jaw is still on the ground as I do not understand why
he thought what he thought, he would just create all these serenios, storys in his mind, playing mind games, changing stories, making them up, to the point where I started to question my own memory, and I thought I was about to go "crazy"
i do not know if I will ever date again
i wish this planet did not have unhealthy people on it
life is hard enough...
I pray for everyone to love themselves, respect themselves and others
and get help if needed, and to be safe!
lookforans...it is always hard making that big step moving on because a part of you really feels like they are going to change but deep down i really dont think they ever do...Get your friends and family behind you as im sure they will always be there to offer you support and advice...Jenny