I have not been able to sleep in bed with my hubby,
because of this weird problem..

Going to sleep is fine, the middle of the night includes some tossing and turning nothing major , but in the morning when he tries to wake me up I get so angry and I hit and kick and say mean things or suggest hes trying to rape/abuse me . He will do something simple like put his arm around me
and I will toss it away as hard as I can, its just a very violent thing, I will be half awake, awake enough to talk to him but still react the same way and then I wont remember any of it later on after I fully wake up. I dont want to do these things but cant fix it untill I figure out what it may be. I can remember being like this my whole life. And no drs ever had an answer for me...


Whats your ideas on this?
Thanks xoxo