Are you a recently diagnosed schizophrenic ? Posted: 10-31-05 19:42pm
Are you a recently diagnosed
schizophrenic?
If you have experienced sexual activity
with an unseen force, had your computer
hacked or heard music, I am interested in
your experience. I am collecting stories
to provide to mental health practicianers
to prove that their take on schizophrenia
as a disease is totally wrong. It is the
use of an unknown technology to harass the
victims of this "disease".
Joined: 16 Jan 2005 Posts: 15 Location: speedoz travlling circus
Hi Posted: 11-03-05 02:47am
I read your web page, you seem to be
alittle bit like me in the respect that
you werent a threat to yourself or
society, you just experienced alot of
mental stuff.I never had a sexual
encounter like yours, but what I did get
and still do is just alot of sexual
dreams, about no -one in particular.
Sometimes its people I know and im not
even sexually attracted to them(man or
woman) which is embarrasssing when I have
to talk to them the next day!.I was also
put on zyprexia and yes I put on loads of
weight, im only just beginning to get rid
of it now, I stopped my meds last spring
as I didnt feel I didnt need them
anymore. Like you said they didnt really
do much anyway.I just worked through my
delusions and paranoia myself in a calm
manner.Most of my delusions werent as
extreme as yours, and mostly mine were
nice happy delusions which are probably
worse because you dont want to come back
to the mundane things of this life!. I
wouldnt say im totally cured , ive just
learnt to deal with it. I still get
wayward thoughts its just wether I choose
to think about them or not.
I hope that you can over come these
experiences, I just hung on to what we
call real life and choose that as the life
I wanted to live.My lifes good now, I go
to college to do performing arts(acting,
dancing ,singing),which will help with my
confidence and self esteem, and im
motivated(for the first time in my life!)
to lose the weight I gained with
kickboxing, swimming and dancing.As long
as I keep myself relativley busy my mind
doesnt have time to go mad on me, my mind
monkey stays quiet so he cant start any
monkey bussiness!!Lol
