I posted this on single and unhappy.... Didnt realize that I was at the wrong one...

:!: I am 16. I fell in love with my husband to be in an awkward way and time of my life.

I was coming out of a relationship for 3 years, loved the guy so much, but was played for a fool. I was giving up on life. Young, but giving up. So many problems in my life, I just said screw all of it. I felt that I was going to be lonely without any real friends or any caring people in my life. And that is when my soul mate came into my life.

We have had many problems in our relationship due to having a long distance relationship. But going through break ups after break ups, things are starting to become clear to us now on how much we really do mean to each other. We see each other every 4 months!
On dec. 15 is going to be our 1 year anniversary. I am so excited!!! But the thing that is becoming harder for me now is trying to fight back the tears of loneliness. Its not that I cant hang in there, its that I just miss him so much!

I just recently went out for the night with some family and surronding me, was couple!. Loving couples... With baby's... Just being in love. Its hard for my eyes to see, because my heart is trying to hide that feeling of sadness and lonely ness but when seeing what my heart wants, my eyes appeal to that and in the end, tears began to roll down my cheeks. I just would like if someone is going through the same thing to share their experience and the love that they feel for there loved ones. I just love my man so much I just wish that I could be with him all the time. When he comes, he stays up to 3 weeks but leaves again and every time, breaks my heart even more!!! :(