Blayne…
i read your post, and here is my take.
Pot isn’t in the strictest sense addictive, but it is a drug.
And with most illegal drugs, we take them to change the way we feel.
That, of course begs the question, what is so wrong with the way I feel now that I want to change it all the time? Why do I feel the need to feel something different?
There is a school of thought that states that we are suffering from a disease who’s main symptom is an acute discomfort with stark naked content. And the cure for that disease is to take a honest look at who I truly am, make amends for the harm I have done to others in the past, and be of service to someone else, get out of myself.
In doing those things, I became much more satisfied with who I was. I don’t feel the need to alter my perceptions today, and I am glad of it. But I did the things I mentioned above and I stayed willing to grow spiritually.
Richard
p.S.
I smoked dope relatively non stop from the summer of 1969 until about five years ago.