Is a strange thing. I always wanted my first (ex) bf to love me, because I loved him sooo much. I was only 18 and when he broke up with me, he looked at me straight in the eyes and said, "i never loved you, not for a single second" it broke my heart. Then I realized the most beautiful thing. It was my priviledge to love someone that much, because people don't even ever fall in love. And I had the opportunity to love and spoil someone that much and girl, i'm saying, I racked up my credit cards to buy him things, and now that I am 23, we are still friends and he still regrets breaking up with me. He is like a girlfriend to me. Lol but love someone a lot. Because that will never run out and believe me, someone will give you all that love back, even if its not him. And I am saying it from practical experience.