I just came across this website and was thinking that this particular thread can be a big help to me and to other people as well who browse this site...
Im 24 years old and a diagnosed bipolar 2 patient... I was diagnoses about 4 years ago and have been through maybe 4-5 phychiatrists and maybe the same number of pschologists... The first pshychiatrist I saw did a number of testing batteries on me and found my behavior to be conducive to a bipolar patient... This was all done when I was still under my fathers insurance plan, so thank god I had this oppurtunity... Unfortunately though, when the first doc I went to prescribed me depakote, I was not constant with the meds and did not follow through with the cognitive treatment plan I was recieving from the psychologists...
These are the meds I have taken throughout these four years; depakote, celexa, risperadol, tegretol, lexapro, and another one I cant think of the name...
As I went through these meds, and the side effects, I said to myself one day that I could handle the situation without them, and abadoned my search for the medications that could help me...
The side effects ranged from, decreased libido, hair loss, to nausea, and light-headedness... To me, this was unacceptable... I couldnt really bear them all, I felt like a zombie...
Honestly, I felt like the doctor who I was seeing, who was one of the best physchatrists in the world (supposedly) was just using me as a guinea pig in terms of all the meds...
Anyways, here I am about a year later, and I have been off my meds, but still the mood swings are there, and as are a few other traits...
Im curious as to what most of you here think about bipolar, are you unsure of the medications aspect of the treatment, are you indifferent??
If any of you are bipolar and have some advice on how I can handle the mood swings, I would be very much thankful for it...
From the bottom of my heart, I truly believe that those of us who have bipolar disorder can be led to believe many things that are not true about us... How meds are the only way out, and since not much is known about bipolar disorder, we can be led to believe things that arent true... The toying around with medications is just insane, and some of these newer meds sideffects will not be known for years...
Anyways, sorry for the rant, but it just frustrates me... But please, if you have any information on how to work with bipolar or anything, I would greatly appreciate it...
Regards...