Yeh I know what you mean, you think youve won and then bam! But its only an obstacle... Which means it can be worked through. You can do this. If you could do it before then you would still have the courage and motavation in you to do it again, just find what triggers it and then use it. You sound like you need some extra support.. As well as this forum, maybe you could go see a therapist/counceller/whoever you like. You can get through this and things will get better.

Good luck!

Love me xx

Thanks breeannna you r right I need some support I recently moved 5 hours from home and form my therapist so I am just no longer seeing her as often as I was so I am alone here.