I have found a medecation that really helps me see myself and the bad in anorexia. It is a medecation actually used to treat scitzofrenia (sorry I don't know that spelling) scince I started taking seroquel, I have found that I am finially seeing myself as way too thin and I want to gain weight. It also helps with sleep and depression. I am finially beginning to enjoy more things like crafts and non- eating related. You might want to ask your doctor about it. It 's not magic but it sure does help!