:x . First of all let me give you a
little background about my sleep
paralysis. I started experiencing sleep
paralysis for the the past year or so. It
only ever happens if I am sleeping on my
back, but I have come to realize that 99%
of the time if I do decide to sleep on my
back , I will almost always have an
episode. Sadly I can't really sleep on my
back anymore because of this and yes thats
like my favorite position. Anyways this
is kind of frightening but my sleep
paralysis episodes usually always begin
the same way. Now I always seem to think
this part is really happening and i'm not
sleeping but it starts with me in my
bathroom, just finished peeing or
something, than i'm by the sink looking in
the mirror or getting something from the
drawer, im about to exit my bathroom
(which by the way looks 100% detail and
all like it does in actuality) . As I go
to turn the knob on the bathroom door,
suddenly another door appears behind that
one. Only this door is a wooden one.( and
that is when the fear kicks in and I
realize that I am not even really in my
bathroom but im on my bed about to
experience another episode). Anyway after
I turn the knob to the second door (which
is the wooden one that doesnt really
exist) I always than enter my bedroom, and
there on the bed I am paralized , being
choked, and what not. I have awakened
many times during sleep paralysis only to
experience what is called " a false
awakening" sort of means that you awake
during your dream but you only awake into
another dream. Well anyways, another
interesting thing is that I have trained
myself very well to be aware during sleep
paralysis. And a couple days ago, when I
had an episode which once again started in
the bathroom, than the wooden door
appeared, this time instead of walking in
the bedroom like I usually wood. I went
down the stairs into my living room.
Unfortuantely I still got choked and what
not but it took place in the living room (
even though i'm obviousley really on my
bed). Yesterdays episode was the
scareiest. I ended up in the living room
once again, but I started floating in the
air, and I was being spun out of control
in circles by some super force that would
not let go of me! I think its all sort
of interesting . Scary , weird, but very
interesting :!: :!: :!:
